FILZAH'S DAY .

it's 2 February 2012 . nine more months to my birthday yo ! haha . chey long way to go .. still have melv's on 2 April and Bobby's on 2 June . ok whatever , those are months away . tday is my girlf , Filzah's birthday . HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU FILZAH ! <3

so how was tday ? okaay ah honestly . not bad .. first lesson : self-revision time , really made closer friends with Van already . we finished my sweet really fast sia . he takes th orange ones while i take th leftovers . most of them were orange and so he took quite a lot . Collin managed to take one of th orange though . haha ! yeaah so Van was talking with me for th three periods . he damn funny and sarcastic can ! moments when he told me he lost his english accent , people told him he changed etc . it was great getting to know him better .. oh guess what happened ? Bobby was playing arm wrestling with Natalya and he lost ! wtf . Nat so strong ~ !! Van was also playing arm wrestling , with Gabriel though ah . Van won yo ! hhaha . so yeaah , self-revision period was awesomely fun . thanks Van for th entertainments . after that , chem . okay ah . learned th proton , neutron , electron things that we've learned last year .. then , recess . surprised girlf with th cake Sharon & i bought back yesterday at compass point . not many people sang th birthday song along but i'm sure what we did made her happy enough . i won't go in details about recess .. physics after . slept for a bit .. cannot tahan siaa . y'know when Mr Sim finish saying something he will pause for a very long time . so long that i was able to sleep . but was energised and hyped up when we had to do th worksheet . idk why but it's so fun .. challenges are fun . plus discussing with people i'm not rather close with makes me able to make new friends .. another exciting lesson after that , AMaths . shiok i tell youu .. then , english . ah that one normal ah . ok jekk .. after that ekk , must stayback a while hear th principal blabbing about th car accident that occured in th morning at th bus stop outside school then started talking about road safeties again . haiyooyai ! after it ended , headed down to canteen to look for Filzah to have lunch and eat th cake skali .. i had my western food and didn't eat th cake as i wasn't in th mood for chocolates . can i just say i think Syazwani is so freaking cute when she eats . haha ! cute gilaaa .. shiok sendiri makan Roller Coasters while listening to some stories Filzah was sharing . after some time , Syazwani left already . so alone time with Filzah . yeaah , so she shared a few of her thoughts about stuffs . and a few minutes later , she had to go somewhere to meet up with her family and celebrate her birthday with them . so i went home ah . like shit only took th same bus with my ex .. pfft . so it's practically normal after that ..

ok . now here's a letter to th birthday girl . aka , my girlfriend ~

Dear Filzah , have you had a blast on your birthday ? i sure hope so .. all those awful and bad memories that happened just now , don't think too much about it and try forgetting it eventually alright ? i'm proud and happy to see you pull it through and cheering up after that . wasn't th cake delicious ? haha . i bet so . seeing Sharon and Syazwani's expression when eating th cake tells it all . i'm really sorry for not getting any presents for you , other than th cake . also , i hoped i've helped enough just now when you were feeling down and emo all . you better not be like this anymore taw . it hurts me too seeing you like that .. you'll be hurting me if you are hurting yourself you hear me ? can i see my girlf smiling and being happy all th time ? but it's okay .. if you need help or wanna break down and need someone to be with you , i'll be right by your side if you want to . iloveyouforever  , Filzah ! (don't know what else to say but i'll end it here)

hha , so tomorrow's Friday ! yaaaayy shiok or what .. probably won't be able to blog tomorrow . got nagji .. so yeaah , sorry ! after Friday , weekends !! insya'allah going daddy's workplace on Saturday ? weekends . oh yes come to mama . i need my sufficient beauty sleep . hahahaha !

k signing off . goodnight readers ! have a great day tomorrow and a wonderful weekend . loveyouu ~